Tuesday, November 30, 2010

start exam...

today already start my first exam~~ study skills~~
OMG~~ this subject is the most easy subject that i take this semester... but for exam paper damn hard~~ how i can go on for my next paper??
next paper is IB~~ this 1 is killing subject in this semester~~
lecturer didn't teach anything~~ all chapter have to study by own~~
now make me dono how to study it~~
how???? who can help me??
now understand what i study but the problem is how to answer the question~~
calculation paper is better then theory subject~~ haiz~~ really................ dono how to say~~
if that day i dono how to do, sure i will cry in the hall~~
now the things that i can do it study well~~
T__T

Friday, November 26, 2010

压力~~

压力好大哦~~ 大到没有心情读书~~
怎么办?? 怎样才能把书背完??
分数又少,subject又难~~
还剩两天罢了~~
加油加油哦~~
不只是我加油,我的朋友们,你们也要加油~~

Thursday, November 25, 2010

~~huh~~

Empathy is wearing other people shoe~~ that's mean that person who ability to see things from others~~ but when i see things from others i feel that damn stress~~ i will know that people more and more~~ it will make me scare~~

from this morning until i finish my class i feel dun wan stay at college~~cos didn't chat at all make me feel uncomfortable~~
but for this moment i think i have to let it go~~
i think we should become best friend~~ i won't think anything about him~~
can we become best friend again like before?? can??? i hope you will see it~~


on the way back from college, i heard Christmas song from radio, that song make me feel peace and happy~~ Christmas is coming~~ can't wait~~ but i have to finish my exam first~~ only i can think about travel~~ GAMBATEH EVA~~ you can do it~~

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

haiz~~

真的无奈啊~~
即将要考试了,为什么我的心情不是准备要考试的呢??
真烦啊~~ 讨厌,痛恨~~
现在加上有点为不舒服~~
真的是啊~~
最讨厌这种感觉~~
我很想尽快有考试的感觉~~

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

~(T.T)~

要考试了~~
我想对自己说:‘考试了,你能专心点吗??全部科目都还没读的啊~~’
真的快要疯了~~
现在的感觉真的想哭~~ 但是哭不出眼泪来~~

很难消除的感受

“他的情况留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好"叮当-我爱他

为什么会这样的~~以为已经成为过去,为什么还是缠绕着我~~为什么~~难道。。。 没可能吧~~我已经有我的理由了阿~~为什么??

Saturday, November 20, 2010

心情

心情真得蛮奇怪~~我知道该怎样说才好~~有些事情发生了就是发生了~~不能弥补什么~~现在只是能将那个污点慢慢淡化~~只是希望将来当什么事都没发生过~~ 认真也好开玩笑也好~~一切已经过去了~~真的有这样的经验,也蛮不错的~~至少之前我觉得不可能的事,也会发生~~